Tuesday, October 25, 2011
P.S.
The below photographs and inspiration are all thanks to JWP and the fabulous ladies of SUBSTANCE 2011 - love you all dearly.
Monday, October 24, 2011
Life's Got a Way...
...of surprising you
...of throwing you off track
...of getting in the way of living
...of moving too fast
...of ending too quickly
...of never seeming to truly begin
...of teaching you
...of showing you
...of breaking you
...of saving you
...of picking you up
...of amazing you
...of bringing vitality
...of filling you with wonderment
...of coming full circle
Life's certainly got a way with us. It goes along day to day for each of us, pretending to be controllable, while not under our control at all. They say that life is the most precious gift that can be given; that we all have been given. A gift. Given for free, wanting nothing in return. And even though life asks for nothing in return, we all search for it's "meaning" and for our meaning within it. Life must be "worth" something we think. It must be "worth living" and if it's not, then what are we doing?
What makes our life meaningful, what makes it "worth living"? I've spent the last year here in new york pondering this question. I came here to start a new chapter of my life, one that was lived on my terms, for me, and for what i find to be "worth it". I've made mistakes. I've been broken, I've been surprised, I've been amazing, I've been taught. I've felt like life is flying by...and I've felt like it's moving too slow. I've been thrown off track...but I found my way again. I've been filled with wonder, vitality, excitement, love, LIFE.
I've learned that life can hand you a lot of things and do a lot of things. I've also learned that life has a way of showing you what you need, when you least expect it.
Over the past 6 months, I've followed my heart and head - for the first time in my life they are in step, on in the same, the force so strong it's hard to ignore. Everything in me points me towards a new goal and a yet another new chapter - the pursuit of a life lived behind the camera. The pursuit of capturing the life stories of others. The pursuit of a life that is well lived, because I am following something I love to do, something that I loved when I was a child, something that I find peace in. A silent peace that, at the same time, surrounds you with loud, exciting, vibrant LIFE.
I've been busy (busy not writing on this blog!) as I have traveled West to cultivate this passion and to learn this art. I've been busy every weekend, working for a professional wedding photographer. A fluke meeting and I've become happier than I have in a very long time. A partnership that fills me with confidence, laughter and hard work. Hard work I hope will pay off. He feels like a long lost friend that I've always known and he sees something in me that might just be enough to do what he does one day.
In the spirit of throwing life out there...I've put some recent photos from my time in CO here...enjoy, critique, laugh, cry...I did!
...of throwing you off track
...of getting in the way of living
...of moving too fast
...of ending too quickly
...of never seeming to truly begin
...of teaching you
...of showing you
...of breaking you
...of saving you
...of picking you up
...of amazing you
...of bringing vitality
...of filling you with wonderment
...of coming full circle
Life's certainly got a way with us. It goes along day to day for each of us, pretending to be controllable, while not under our control at all. They say that life is the most precious gift that can be given; that we all have been given. A gift. Given for free, wanting nothing in return. And even though life asks for nothing in return, we all search for it's "meaning" and for our meaning within it. Life must be "worth" something we think. It must be "worth living" and if it's not, then what are we doing?
What makes our life meaningful, what makes it "worth living"? I've spent the last year here in new york pondering this question. I came here to start a new chapter of my life, one that was lived on my terms, for me, and for what i find to be "worth it". I've made mistakes. I've been broken, I've been surprised, I've been amazing, I've been taught. I've felt like life is flying by...and I've felt like it's moving too slow. I've been thrown off track...but I found my way again. I've been filled with wonder, vitality, excitement, love, LIFE.
I've learned that life can hand you a lot of things and do a lot of things. I've also learned that life has a way of showing you what you need, when you least expect it.
Over the past 6 months, I've followed my heart and head - for the first time in my life they are in step, on in the same, the force so strong it's hard to ignore. Everything in me points me towards a new goal and a yet another new chapter - the pursuit of a life lived behind the camera. The pursuit of capturing the life stories of others. The pursuit of a life that is well lived, because I am following something I love to do, something that I loved when I was a child, something that I find peace in. A silent peace that, at the same time, surrounds you with loud, exciting, vibrant LIFE.
I've been busy (busy not writing on this blog!) as I have traveled West to cultivate this passion and to learn this art. I've been busy every weekend, working for a professional wedding photographer. A fluke meeting and I've become happier than I have in a very long time. A partnership that fills me with confidence, laughter and hard work. Hard work I hope will pay off. He feels like a long lost friend that I've always known and he sees something in me that might just be enough to do what he does one day.
In the spirit of throwing life out there...I've put some recent photos from my time in CO here...enjoy, critique, laugh, cry...I did!
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Everything...
Like always, the past few weeks have left me constantly thinking of things I want to write about. Each and every day here in new york is simply filled with opportunities, experiences, feelings, sights, conversations...to write about. Today, however, was different. It was different because it was filled with nothing. And it was filled with everything.
We're expecting Hurricane Irene to visit nyc tonight into tomorrow. We've been preparing for the strong winds and deep waters since Thursday. Parts of the city have been evacuated. My own apartment sits on the edge of Zone C - to be evacuated in case things get severe. Mass transport has been shut down. Even Starbucks is closed (i mean, i thought Starbucks never closed). Hurricane preparation in new york city is like experiencing the prediction of 5 inches of snow anywhere south of DC - pure panic and no bread or milke to be found. Our corner market however has the largest amount of products I have ever seen. In that, we are lucky.
For a city that is normally so lively...a city that you have to lock yourself in your apartment or throw yourself into a cab to find some peace and quiet and to be totally alone...a city that "never sleeps" as they say...it is insanely quiet today. No cars are honking, no music is jamming, not a soul walks the streets. It's rare. It's strange. It makes you realize that the people of new york are what make it.
And yet, I've enjoyed today. Today, I have done absolutely nothing. I've read the paper, drank three cups of coffee, cleaned, finished laundry, made lunch, read a book, took a nap, watched a movie. Some may say that's a typical weekend. Not in New York. Not for me. On the weekend, I don't allow myself to indulge in such relaxation. I was actually supposed to go on a hike in the northern part of the city (cancelled due to irene). Instead, i relished this nothing. I did what I guess I've always wanted to do...but never allowed myself to do - nothing. And yet...it felt good. It felt like an escape...even though I was bound by walls on all sides. It felt like home...even though I'm miles from that.
So that was the nothing.
Then there was everything.
I found out just a bit ago that my best friend is having a little boy. Preston Thomas. A little boy that will change her life, a little boy that will make her life, a little boy that already means everything. A little boy who, no doubt, will give his mom a run for her money...just as she did to her mom. A little boy who will be blessed and loved and cared for. A little boy who I already love, who I can't wait to meet, who I know is meant to be here. Just as Sarah and Justin were meant to be husband and wife. Just as Sarah and I were meant to be friends.
Some people may think it's impossible to have someone be your "everything" - a person who makes you walk a little taller, laugh a little harder, love a little stronger. A person without whom you, as you are truly, would not exist. A person who you never knew you needed until you met. A person you never knew you couldn't live without until they left. A person with whom you can just be. A person who, however many times you repeat the same stories to, always listen patiently and without distraction. Someone who really knows you, all your faults and all your flaws, all your pain and all your sorrow, and still loves you anyway.
Sarah - you are my everything in so many ways. So many ways I don't know how to express them all. I didn't say a speech at your wedding because, for the first time in my life, I was speechless. How do you tell someone that they mean the world to you? That without them, you would have failed to be the person you are today. That without them, you wouldn't know confidence, strength and beauty? That without them, you wouldn't nearly have laughed as much, learned as much or loved as much?
I guess you tell them through being there. Showing up. Pouring into them as much as they pour into you. Their joys become your joys. You tell them they will be an amazing mother because they have been such an amazing friend. You tell them they are just as fabulous as they need to be. You tell them to walk tall, laugh hard and love strong. You tell them dont worry...it's all meant to be.
We're expecting Hurricane Irene to visit nyc tonight into tomorrow. We've been preparing for the strong winds and deep waters since Thursday. Parts of the city have been evacuated. My own apartment sits on the edge of Zone C - to be evacuated in case things get severe. Mass transport has been shut down. Even Starbucks is closed (i mean, i thought Starbucks never closed). Hurricane preparation in new york city is like experiencing the prediction of 5 inches of snow anywhere south of DC - pure panic and no bread or milke to be found. Our corner market however has the largest amount of products I have ever seen. In that, we are lucky.
For a city that is normally so lively...a city that you have to lock yourself in your apartment or throw yourself into a cab to find some peace and quiet and to be totally alone...a city that "never sleeps" as they say...it is insanely quiet today. No cars are honking, no music is jamming, not a soul walks the streets. It's rare. It's strange. It makes you realize that the people of new york are what make it.
And yet, I've enjoyed today. Today, I have done absolutely nothing. I've read the paper, drank three cups of coffee, cleaned, finished laundry, made lunch, read a book, took a nap, watched a movie. Some may say that's a typical weekend. Not in New York. Not for me. On the weekend, I don't allow myself to indulge in such relaxation. I was actually supposed to go on a hike in the northern part of the city (cancelled due to irene). Instead, i relished this nothing. I did what I guess I've always wanted to do...but never allowed myself to do - nothing. And yet...it felt good. It felt like an escape...even though I was bound by walls on all sides. It felt like home...even though I'm miles from that.
So that was the nothing.
Then there was everything.
I found out just a bit ago that my best friend is having a little boy. Preston Thomas. A little boy that will change her life, a little boy that will make her life, a little boy that already means everything. A little boy who, no doubt, will give his mom a run for her money...just as she did to her mom. A little boy who will be blessed and loved and cared for. A little boy who I already love, who I can't wait to meet, who I know is meant to be here. Just as Sarah and Justin were meant to be husband and wife. Just as Sarah and I were meant to be friends.
Some people may think it's impossible to have someone be your "everything" - a person who makes you walk a little taller, laugh a little harder, love a little stronger. A person without whom you, as you are truly, would not exist. A person who you never knew you needed until you met. A person you never knew you couldn't live without until they left. A person with whom you can just be. A person who, however many times you repeat the same stories to, always listen patiently and without distraction. Someone who really knows you, all your faults and all your flaws, all your pain and all your sorrow, and still loves you anyway.
Sarah - you are my everything in so many ways. So many ways I don't know how to express them all. I didn't say a speech at your wedding because, for the first time in my life, I was speechless. How do you tell someone that they mean the world to you? That without them, you would have failed to be the person you are today. That without them, you wouldn't know confidence, strength and beauty? That without them, you wouldn't nearly have laughed as much, learned as much or loved as much?
I guess you tell them through being there. Showing up. Pouring into them as much as they pour into you. Their joys become your joys. You tell them they will be an amazing mother because they have been such an amazing friend. You tell them they are just as fabulous as they need to be. You tell them to walk tall, laugh hard and love strong. You tell them dont worry...it's all meant to be.
Monday, August 8, 2011
Going to the Chapel...
It's all about wedding's these days. Engagment parties and announcements, couples showers and stock the bar parties, bachelorette weekends and bachelor escapades. 2011 for me can be summed up in one phrase (made popular by this song): GOING TO THE CHAPEL. So maybe the chapel is a luxe hotel in Vegas, on UGA's north campus, or nestled within a suburb or Atlanta and maybe brids aren't singing as the bride walks down the aisle, but one thing is for sure - life goes by very fast, wedding festivities always end too quickly, and moments can be gone in a blink of an eye. These moments, the small things that are caught during a the rush of the day's activities are what matter, what will be remembered, what will be loved and cherished, when it's all over.
Below are a few moments I captured from my dear friends Beth and Matt's wedding in Atlanta. As part of the wedding party, I could only be photographer for a few parts of the experience (bridesmaid luncheon, saturday getting ready). What I wish I could capture for you all is the deep love and devotion these two have for each other. As I told them at the rehearsal, it is hard to put into words what they have...but it's easy to say that they give us (all those who feel love might be lost) the hope that true love, soul mates, and destiny DO exist.
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